• What should I do? My life sucks and I think of him as my salvation, should I go and look for him?

    Please read it til the end and give me your sincere advice. I am a migrant girl (white but not christian). I wear just like western girls. I was born in a country where I was badly bullied for my origins (broken nose, racist teachers, some of them were just bigots and other gave me 8 when I deserved 9,5 or 10... show more
    Please read it til the end and give me your sincere advice. I am a migrant girl (white but not christian). I wear just like western girls. I was born in a country where I was badly bullied for my origins (broken nose, racist teachers, some of them were just bigots and other gave me 8 when I deserved 9,5 or 10 basically the other kids would do nothing at school they weren't able to learn the simplest concepts but teachers encouraged them and treated them right, I was always treated like a piece of s***). Anyway, in high school a teacher mobbed me everyday together with the principle (he knew it but he said it was my fault) but didn't allow me to change school (I wanted to change school in order not to be psychologically abused by them, then I managed it but with a lawyer, because they didn't allow me to). Result? I am depressed, my grades don't count anything in a racist country. I went away from it but I'm sad about my life and the dreams I had as a kid. Everything is worthless. I want to find the boy I fell in love at first sight when I was 13. He was kind amd polite, and as beautiful as an angel. He was sad too because he had to sell things (he was a street seller) to help his family. I don't know maybe he will understand me and accept me for who I am. I am craving for someone to love me. I would love him with whole my heart. What should I do? Find him or he'll think I am crazy?
    32 answers · 3 days ago
  • Am I possessed???

    I’ve been having reacquiring sleeping paralysis.My warning signs at first are the noises of distant people talking Once I “open my eyes I see everthing like if I’m awake, except when I try to move. Hearing the voices creeps me out. Sometimes I actually feel like I’m moving or even walking to then wake up and... show more
    I’ve been having reacquiring sleeping paralysis.My warning signs at first are the noises of distant people talking Once I “open my eyes I see everthing like if I’m awake, except when I try to move. Hearing the voices creeps me out. Sometimes I actually feel like I’m moving or even walking to then wake up and realize i was laying down the whole time.There had been experiences where my mother are is in the room speaking to me.But to my surprise waking up to her not there.I even “fall”off my bed and am paralyzed on the floor staring at the ceiling above and or other objects around me. Some voices I hear are the laughter of a young female voice usually behind me. Although the voice is creepy I’m not afraid of the voice. When I was younger I used to sleep walk on to my moms bed knowingly remembering that I climbed on the bed yet woke up confused by the fact that I wasn’t awake and or in control of my body. This happened every night until she had put a picture of Jesus on my side of the room. Once I vividly remember “waking up”seeing a white glowing body sitting legs crossed watching my mom. (my mom and I share rooms but separate beds). And something similar happened when I was starting and a black figure staring down at me from the ceiling. I recently have been watching Insidious movies and the out of body experiences the characters have are similar to what I’ve had all my life.These are all very true I wouldn’t waste my time writing this long of a paragraph on a lie.Please help’
    6 answers · 18 hours ago
  • How can I hang myself without a high place like three?

    It's not a cry for attention or any ****,life is hard and I can't take it anymore, so if you don't wanna help don't comment.I have a small rope and I'm alone
    It's not a cry for attention or any ****,life is hard and I can't take it anymore, so if you don't wanna help don't comment.I have a small rope and I'm alone
    29 answers · 3 days ago
  • How to cope with racism and hatred?

    Best answer: Avoid the haters. Racists have poor iq level and end up embarrassing themselves so better ignore.
    Best answer: Avoid the haters. Racists have poor iq level and end up embarrassing themselves so better ignore.
    7 answers · 22 hours ago
  • I constantly feel like I m being watched and mind read by something. Am I psychotic?

    For about 4-5 years, I have felt like I am being watched or read like I m on some sort of reality show. It s gotten to the point where I have to fake thoughts so they won t know what I m thinking because it is embarrassing. I cannot even act the way I use to because I m constantly thinking about what I m doing,... show more
    For about 4-5 years, I have felt like I am being watched or read like I m on some sort of reality show. It s gotten to the point where I have to fake thoughts so they won t know what I m thinking because it is embarrassing. I cannot even act the way I use to because I m constantly thinking about what I m doing, even when completely alone! It honestly feels as if everything I do is influenced by this, and it is getting worse. If anyone could recommend something that could educate me on this and if this is something to go to a mental ward about, I would be very grateful.
    12 answers · 2 days ago
  • I feel uncomfortable around other people?

    I feel uncomfortable around other people and often do not talk to people. I even feel awkward or uncomfortable around my own parents and other family. Not to a point where it’s as bad as meeting other strangers, but still sometimes I feel somewhat uncomfortable. I really like being alone. Is it something wrong with... show more
    I feel uncomfortable around other people and often do not talk to people. I even feel awkward or uncomfortable around my own parents and other family. Not to a point where it’s as bad as meeting other strangers, but still sometimes I feel somewhat uncomfortable. I really like being alone. Is it something wrong with me? Or is it something I’ll get over?
    8 answers · 2 days ago
  • What's going on with me?

    Best answer: I would say that you’re in a deep depression. Some things that will definitely help are hanging around friends, do things you like to do even if it feels hard to, hang out with family or watch a movie. If this doesn’t help, I would try counseling. Maybe you just aren’t used to not being around people... interact... show more
    Best answer: I would say that you’re in a deep depression. Some things that will definitely help are hanging around friends, do things you like to do even if it feels hard to, hang out with family or watch a movie. If this doesn’t help, I would try counseling. Maybe you just aren’t used to not being around people... interact with people more. If counseling eventually doesn’t help, I would see your doctor about going on medication. My brother went trough this stage, but he was fine after he started interacting with people and doing things he liked to do. DO NOT attempt to commit suicide. You’re a worthy person and god gave you life for a reason. If you have these thoughts even after trying to interact with people and do things you like, I would admit yourself into a hospital just to stay safe. Best wishes for a well recovery :)
    9 answers · 2 days ago
  • Can someone please explain pillow throws to me ?

    We have 7 pilllows on our bed in addition to the ones we use to sleep. Every night we put them on the floor so we can sleep. Every morning we put them back on the bed. Why am I doing this ?
    We have 7 pilllows on our bed in addition to the ones we use to sleep. Every night we put them on the floor so we can sleep. Every morning we put them back on the bed. Why am I doing this ?
    14 answers · 1 day ago
  • Can animals commit suicide?

    15 answers · 2 days ago
  • Most people are scared to death of being alone. Cowards! Wimps! So why do they call themselves independent?

    You spend your whole lousy life depending on people. You act like being alone is a fate worse than death! Yet you consider yourself a strong, independent person? Do you even know the meaning of that word??? "I'm very strong! I'm very independent!" No you're not! You're a weak, immature... show more
    You spend your whole lousy life depending on people. You act like being alone is a fate worse than death! Yet you consider yourself a strong, independent person? Do you even know the meaning of that word??? "I'm very strong! I'm very independent!" No you're not! You're a weak, immature loser who can't even survive without people around you all the time! Grow up already and quit depending on strong, independent people like me to babysit you so you won't be lonely!
    11 answers · 1 day ago
  • What makes a person critical thinker?

    9 answers · 2 days ago
  • I am socially anxious and don't know what to do?

    Best answer: I have social anxiety too. Listen to me, you have to make sure you get out and do stuff. What helps me is saying "How will other people judging me, actually affect me?" Other opinions shouldn't matter, as we should love ourselves for who we are. Plus, social anxiety makes us feel like everyone is... show more
    Best answer: I have social anxiety too. Listen to me, you have to make sure you get out and do stuff. What helps me is saying "How will other people judging me, actually affect me?" Other opinions shouldn't matter, as we should love ourselves for who we are. Plus, social anxiety makes us feel like everyone is judging us, when in reality, nobody even cares about us being there. Not in a bad way, i mean we ARE cared about, but we aren't the center of everyone's world. Only our own.
    6 answers · 11 hours ago
  • What can I do if I don't want to work?

    I don't feel I am made for work. I don't think I'm lazy, whenever I've had a job I've been the hardest worker going. I love learning and I'm always looking to improve. I just hate work. I don't feel like we have a very good deal here - work 5-6 days out of 7 and on your day off, do the... show more
    I don't feel I am made for work. I don't think I'm lazy, whenever I've had a job I've been the hardest worker going. I love learning and I'm always looking to improve. I just hate work. I don't feel like we have a very good deal here - work 5-6 days out of 7 and on your day off, do the housework, do paperwork. Maybe enjoy your evening but that's it?! I suffer from hypothyroidism which makes me incredibly tired. I don't like using it as an excuse but we're still finding the right dose and even doing a part time job I'm exhausted. Whenever I talk about this it seems everyone and their mother has hypothyroidism and doesn't think it should affect me. My thyroid shut down, you know that thing that gives you energy? I don't want sympathy but it's pretty disheartening when everyone is so quick to say 'get on with it'. Maybe I'm not as strong as them but I'm exhausted and work just makes me depressed. I'm not some kind of errant child. I have two degrees. I've worked my way up. I'm just tired and this routine doesn't work for me. Is there ANYTHING else?
    25 answers · 6 days ago
  • Is it normal to find the look of most vaginas gross?

    Best answer: Say what? The vagina in entirely inside. You can't see it without a speculum and a good light. Are you perhaps misunderstanding what a vagina is, and what you don't like the look of is called? It sounds like you find labia unattractive. That's your right. Male genitals aren't winning any beauty... show more
    Best answer: Say what? The vagina in entirely inside. You can't see it without a speculum and a good light.

    Are you perhaps misunderstanding what a vagina is, and what you don't like the look of is called? It sounds like you find labia unattractive. That's your right. Male genitals aren't winning any beauty contests either.
    8 answers · 2 days ago